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Sooner or later, she’ll get attached to you. She’ll fall for you. She’ll cherish every moment you spend together. Once she realizes that everything you’ve done with her was a complete fraud, she’ll never be the same. She’ll cry over it several times a day. She’ll blame herself or it. She’ll be scarred. She’ll never forget what happened. She’ll be scared to fall for another guy because she doesn’t want to get hurt again.
I don’t know if I should believe 100% that everything I seen is true because I don’t want to feel hurt again. There is not a chance for us to talk yet. Every time we meet so far, it’s only been eye contact. If there’s not a word from that friend of mine, I’d believe a full percentage that he has feelings for me. After my friend told me so, he ignored me for some reasons, caused me to believe that he already has someone. However, he just suddenly returned with the old strange behaviors like staring at me. I really don’t know what to do. Last Sunday, I truly thought that he stared at me, so I held back my eyebrows and looked at him, with the face of wondering…why are you starring at? He did not look away, but keep staring and smiling, too. I sat kind of far away, so I could not tell if he stared at me or someone else. One funny thing was when I messed with my hair, I looked and saw he put his hand over his head, messing with his hair/head, too.

The Sunday when I was not in town, my friend said that he seemed sad.That’s something to give me a more than 50% he stared at me.
I don’t know why am I becoming like this? I try to stop and let the time answer, but my heart feels so uneasy. The other day, he still seems to stare at me again. I was surprised that he served on that Saturday, so I was kinda keep looking at him. At first, he was normal. In the middle of the Mass, he still looked down until he glanced up. I was not sure if he saw me, but since that moment on, he seemed surprise. His pupils were bigger at that time when the whole group stood up. I stood up first, that’s how I noticed. His normal eyes were not that big. lol. Then he served on my side. Normally, he served with the Bishop. However, that time he served on my side. I was just being me. After serving me, he served everyone the same, until he served my cousin. He suddenly looked at my cousin real quick, and then glanced at me. It was a scary glance. lol..I saw bc I was sooo weird to pay attention with that. yeah…It’s done. When everything was done, he finished clean up, and hidden in the room inside because there was a room connected to the Bishop’s spot. He hidden in there until the Mass ended. When he walked out, he held the Cross and looked toward my direction smiling so brightly. He was so happieee.At the end of the church, I had to stay for my little cousin’s Baptism Ceremony. He finished changing and walked out…I did not remember how close he walked by me, but it was close. I called my little cousin as she walked toward the door. I turned around and called: “hey” a little pause…then “my cousin’s name” He still walked toward the door, but did not walk out side. He waited at the end, had his phone out, but smiled toward my direction as he looked at. I was not sure if he looked at me or not. I had fun playing with my cousin, so I did not notice him much. When I did, he’s gone. I wondered, if he’s nothing to do with me, then why waiting at the end. There was no one else except my family. They all sat down to one side, on the left. Only a few people sat above on the right side. I was like…if he likes me as a friend then he would talk to me normal like he does with everyone else. He was not a shy person, seems like an outgoing guy is from what I heard. He did talk to me before, it was a short conversation, nothing about us at all. It was about something else we did at church in the summer. However, after that…he seemed so quiet whenever I talked or asked him normal questions. He did not reply, just smiled, looked down. When he poked me once, I had to say something first. He just smiled. I don’t know what to do, except waiting…
Why did a girl friend of mine said he likes someone else, not me but still had these signs? Why didn’t he reply a message I sent? Maybe it was a message that he did not know how to answer.
Why was there a message from one the girl that he said he likes…saying she does not feel comfortable with me talking to him? What’s the truth? A girl friend of mine was an old friend. We did not hang out much, not that close anymore.



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